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My baby loves me
I'm so happy
Happy makes me a modern girl
Took my money
And bought a TV
TV brings me
Closer to the world
My whole life
was like a picture
of a sunny day.
My baby loves me
I'm so hungry
Hunger makes me
A modern girl
Took my money
And bought a donut
The hole's the size of
The entire world
My whole life
looked like a picture
of a sunny day.
My baby loves me
I'm so angry
Anger makes me a modern girl
Took my money
I couldn't buy nothin'
I'm sick of this
Brave new world.
My whole life
looked like a picture
of a sunny day.
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lately it seems all i see are people who seemingly have it all figured out.
i like to claim i try to avoid artificial stability but it might be nice.
i guess it all comes down to whether or not you deny the irony of it all.
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I only really love my life sometimes but it's nice.
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I need to sell my camera. Does anyone want a Nikon Coolpix 2100? It's in good condition, everything works, etc etc.
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A great way to start off a new (school) year. Great job.
Thank you to the couple people that care enough to keep me alive.
(I told you I was going to, Will)
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School on Thursday. :(
Matt in 11 days. ahsiodfhosdhf :)
I should really delete this!!?@!
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Sometimes I just have to stop and say WHAT THE FUCKJF)O#@*UF#@YFH#@FYH
seriously?????
nevermind I'm done fuck it
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I might go to Wisconsin next fall.
Should I go to Wisconsin?
Oh and by the way I have a cellphone that works now. The bill was 550 dollars for last month because of my grandpa's old old old plan but we fixed it so everybody call me so I can ignore your calls.
5134043588!
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Um, 20 days
that's really all I care about
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poketducks: DUN DUN
poketducks: dun dundundundun
poketducks: DUN DUN
poketducks: dun da dundundundun.....
poketducks: do da do do da do da da da
poketducks: da do do da do do-da
poketducks: do do da do da-da-da
poketducks: do do da do da-da-da DUM
poketducks: bum bumb um bum bum
now tell me that isn't perfect
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I went to Chipotle three times today.
My entries just keep getting more and more pointless.
But I get to see Matt in 23 days.
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Fuck beer and wine.
Seriously, never again.
...I guess.
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What color should I paint my room?
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I feel sick.
And I don't know what to do with myself.
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typinnnnnnnnogyhpiSII so haDRSI o
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okayh ihey
picnic att i mena pictu no picmn nON!! picnic table and entural milk hote=good time
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All I've been able to think about lately is when life will be okay again.
And the feeling of lying down in the middle of nowhere lost in insignificant thought is like floating.
Having the illusion that things can only get better is almost beautiful.
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I miss being young.
Before my stepdad had anything to do with my mom and I.
She would paint and draw with me, and take me camping. She taught me things. Important things. And she had a ridiculously oversized, wonderfully colorful kite that she would let me fly; it made me feel like the most important girl in the world. My mom took me to art galleries downtown and made me want to grow up, to be just like her. She could do anything, she could draw anything. Except for me. As hard as she tried, she could never get it right.
Things change. People change. They push themselves away to make room for products of ungratefulness. As long as we deny the good life we've got, there's always room for improvement. She found someone else to love. And now I'm just something to show off. I no longer want to grow up to be like her. I don't want to grow up at all. I don't want to lose myself, I don't want to throw myself away. I don't want to be trapped in the prospect of diluted perfection and the American dream. That's the last thing I want.
But it does absolutely nothing for me, and it never has. Knowing exactly what I don't want doesn't get me any closer to finding out what it is that will satisfy me.
It puts me that much closer to completely giving up.
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Tomorrow, I finally get new paints. Having only blue and white isn't very constructive.
Will, I will pay you back never.
My stepdad bought another snake today, I hid its breakfast in my closet, I am in DEBT, and I love you.
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I threw away my hair straightener. I need to go back to Summerville.
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I GUESS YOU SHOULD KNOW, I'm not going to Japan anymore. This is what happened: Columbia, Summerville, Matt, rap video, Waffle House, police, and plane back to Ohio.
But whatever, I'm over it. I had an amazing 12 hours in Summerville and Columbia was cool too. Japan can wait, or something.
I'm crazy.
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TOMORROW IS:
-Drive to Columbus, fly to Columbia.
-Say hi to Joel at work!
-Stay with Matt in Summerville until Monday night.
TUESDAY IS:
-A million hour plane ride to Tokyo!
I HATE PACKING!
:] :]
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